I wish I could buy time. I don't have enough to be everything I want and need to be to everyone and to myself, to do all the things I want and need to do to live the life I want to live. It feels like I am constantly short changing the people in my life and myself. This perpetual state of 'not enough' and 'not just yet' and 'need more' grates continuously. But where is the solution? Still working on it...